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hey guys gonna cry because i just found out the very first roblox game ever played got privated therefore i can't play it anymore 💔
#its called “ro-island life” i forgot the creator BUT 💔💔#i remember that being the name#im probably never gonna play that laggy game ever again 💔#i used to throw parties ingame with my friends and invite random players & just would lock them in my house thinking it was the#funniest thing ever LMFAO#there was always random bugs and glitches in the game BUT IT WAS FUN!!!#the other first game i played was this salon makeup game..its still available to play but it is very dead#feeling sad it's so dumb lol but that used to be so incredibly fun to me#and now its technically gone
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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decided to fill my oc Princeton with bugs, she's all about family, yknow?
#art#my art#oc#princeton oc#au#Trypophobia#cw Trypophobia#cw body horror#body horror#not too bad but its all subjective#technically tma related#decided shed be corruption affiliated#smthn smthn she lived so long in a house of corrupted dying memories#her family all dead and gone#that her loneliness ACHED#but then termites or something Other invested her walls and foundations and just having that something Else in her home was almost a comfor#the exterminators she called never found much but they were good enough company#she was thankful for the bugs and their quiet songs#but she didnt expect for when the house finally gave way due to the weakened and bug ridden supports#but she was even more thankful when the bugs who loved her and sang to her held her together and picked up her pieces#theyre her family now#her darlings#he named all of them
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You really didn't think that one through huh?
idk if im sobbing, wheezing, or choking on my tea <3
#in short: AKSJBDAKSJDNASKNC#no yeah this is. The Accuracy lmfaooooooo#wally: avoiding the problem always works!#wally when avoiding the problem doesnt work: ....ohhhhhhh i get it now-#bbg pulled an oopsie fucking daisy!!!#wh modern human au#offerings to the bog#yk... i think. if the crash didnt happen#i think wally would have gone back. eventually#but not without Major fucking damage being done to his and barnaby's relationship lmaoooo#could they have come back from it? technically yes. but not the same. theyve lost something#BUT LUCKILY THAT'S NOT THE TIMELINE!#the timeline is worse but ends better somehow...#lmfao im imagining wally fuckin Ubering back bc home wouldnt start#and barnaby is just. in the front yard with wally's stuff in bags like a jilted lover asknasldknasldk#he winds up in sally's basement smhhhhhh#nah jk he'd probably wind up just living entirely in his lil garage-turned-art-studio#at least its a nice garage....#WHY AM I STILL THINKING ABOUT IT THATS NOT WHAT HAPPENS#< i say as if i dont think of at (alternate timeline) after at of aus-#what would happen If what would happen If If if If AAAAAAAA
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thoughtabout the minecraft end poem again. man. man. a minecraft movie is just. so. it's so. man. "and the universe said everything you need is within you" "you. you. you are alive" "to tell them how to live is to prevent living" "to see you, player. to know you. to be known." "does it know that we love it? that the universe is kind?" "and the universe said i love you because you are love" it's so. man ... man .......
#it's just. so disappointing. it's so. the end poem man. the end poem.... it's so beautiful and so. its so . and then the movie is just.#the piglins are evil. the nether seems nothing more than something to be feared. something to flee.#it's just. i cant put it into words right now but you guys get it right. it's like#How Did We Get Here. and it's so sad to see how much effort has gone into the execution from like. a technical standpoint#the intricacy of the props. the . the whatever mumbosdoing idk man. it couldve been something. i hope its entertaining at least.#idk . idk . did anyone else read minecraft the island. that was a good book. i feel like for this to have been really good you have to take#it seriously. the movie is ultimately. its framed as a joke. which is fine! it's silly! but at the same time. man .#and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the zeros and ones . through the electricity of the world#<-also a end poem quote. it's just. man. mannnnn#it's silly!! it is!!! but it's just. man. idont know i feel like it should've been heartwrenchingly beautiful in a silly mundane way.#this is a game about blocks. the player dreams of sunlight. of forests. everything here is cubes but the joy of creation is everything.#isn't it silly? isn't it silly to care about these lines of code? ones and zeroes that form cubes? and yet. and yet#you shaped those cubes with your own two hands. the player dreamed it created. the player dreamed it destroyed.#whisp whispers#<-i forgot my own tag#idk man it's just so. i wish they took it seriously. if people don't leave the theatre sobbing from the simple joy of existing then i don't#think they suceeeed .sorry. i'm sure it will be fine it's just. man. man................#i need to. start a collection of just. things in and or about minecraft that are just really so. love letter to minecraft as a game#it's just. mannnn. man. man. i love you minecraft. minecraft movie could have been something. maybe it will still be something but it won't#be Something. and it could've been Something. and the universe said i love you because you are love
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sketchbook
#cran draws tag#sketchins#technically posted some of these but i deleted it so now i made a smaller more compact post that fits in ur pocket#lias/#rani/#helen/#stacey/#edit oh tumblr doesn’t like one of these pics i cant see it on my dashboard#the whole post i mean. it was there for a second now its gone#ah well
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Physically, I am getting through it.
Mentally, I am laying on the ground kicking my feet and screaming that it isn't fair.
#i hate that i have to work a second job while im in school#did you know we (grad students) arent technically allowed to have second jobs?#because our funding is supposed to be such a generous stipend that we can focus all our time on studying#lol#lmao even#the grad student stipend hasn't gone up in almost 10 years#and it wasnt great to begin with#at a conservative estimate my rent is going to double when i move out of my current place#and its only the rate it is now because i signed onto a four year lease#landlord has been itching to raise it for a couple years now#frankly the university should be ashamed of whay they're paying us
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Sometimes I think of Amy Pond, who grew up being called mad by those who wielded the word as a tool of exclusion and shame —
Amy Pond, who though forced into the hands of four psychiatrists, still clung to that which they called madness until those systems which elevate psychosocial conformity above humanity stripped it from her —
Amy Pond, whose imaginary friend reappeared for a single hour after twelve years and reignited that faith before disappearing for two more years —
Amy Pond, who spent those those two years under the same implicit threat ingrained in her through psychiatric violence, and thus began to believe the man who stopped the invasion was “just a madman with a box,” only for him to agree, and to also call her “mad, impossible Amy Pond,” reframing madness as non-negative for the first time in her life —
Amy Pond, who ignored the disembodied voice of her imaginary friend even as she ran away with him for real, who still lived each day with the traumatic internalization of deviancy dictated upon her by the psychiatric-industrial complex that shaped her from childhood —
Amy Pond, who wouldn't acknowledge the Doctor's voice, such that it took an Angel in her eye that was literally killing her to ensure she couldn't reality check herself —
Amy Pond, who stood before a room which muttered about “the psychiatrists we brought her to,” and though afraid, escaped their rigid parameters of acceptable existence.
#I like seeing it as indicating she began hearing his voice when he was gone for all those years! why else wouldn't she say anything?#actually psychotic Amy agenda#Amy Pond#eleventh doctor#reclaimed language#oh look its another antipsychiatry themed doctor who post#sumn abt in Fairies At The Bottom Of The Garden audio AND Imaginary Enemies comic we see Amelia bein called slurs against psychotic people#(shes called psycho in both)#like!!! and SO MUCH OF AMYS STORY is about her claiming her agency in ways that previous companions weren't allowed to-#companions whose status as a Wife was a signifier of an to end of their value individually- 'this is no place for a married woman' etc#in some cases Wife-ness forced upon them *as* a denial of agency 'I spent all that time trying to find you I'm not going back now!' etc#whereas Amys story deconstructs that; Amys “Choice” is an illusion- Amy being a Wife doesn't demote her agency as an companion#anyways I love that aspect of reclaimed agency for Amy but ALSO#“madness” as an expression of agency against systems of oppression is SO relevant. the mind defends itself and the alternative isnt better#the oppressive system in this case being ableist structures and the psychiatric system ITSELF which is a whole other layer#the moral being that even if the Doctor WAS a delusion? he'd still be a needed coping mechanism for a child who says “ppl always leave”#and instead of examining her feelings of abandonment they insist 'aLiENs DoNt ExIsT' as seen in the 'sTaRs DoNt ExIsT' psychiatrist in TBB#they don't care that she's in PAIN- why would they?- they just care that she's 'abnormal' and therefore not deserving of humanity#(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag#I mean technically this is about Amy but I once (twice) used that tag on the post about the Master. its the spirit of it!#and Amy Pond + her Raggedy Doctor as “mad” people is very *chefs kiss*#((you know what im putting the tag on my last Amy post :D ))#Mels experienced this very differently and I'll make a post about her at some point- I just wanna make sure my points are got across better#sumn abt Amelia's “crazy” was Mels' “delinquency.” Amy treated as if she doesn't know her own life while Mels treated as threatening#sumn abt adultification of Black girls while Amy is infantilized#Amy Pond who could rewrite reality in a reborn universe because she grew up with a Crack in her wall that no one believed was special —#ableism#saneism#unreality#because I mean Amy's stand against psychiatric dehumanization was to REWRITE THE UNIVERSE with her Crack powers
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what makes minedai even sadder is that we never rlly see daigo try to build a bond with anyone else like he did with mine it rlly shows how badly it effected him like yeah he reached out to shinada in y5 but that’s rlly it and he probably would wanna leave him alone after that and not involve him in any yakuza stuff so i don’t think they would’ve hung out or anything like that afterwards. All he rlly had were saejima and majima but they were more like babysitters than anything, wish we saw more of their dynamic tho like we did with majima and daigo in dead souls since that was fun and we were lowkey robbed but in canon he’s just as lonely as he was before majimas promise to kiryu. And mine is the only person he really had a meaningful relationship with romantic or not they were still really close and we don’t see that again with daigo ever (from what i recall after y3) ok sorry for rambling LMFAO
even with shinada, he reached out to him more so out of 'duty' and trying to make up for the misfortune that befell him because of yakuza than wanting to rekindle any kind of friendship they might have had in high school (though it sounds more like they were just acquaintances if shinada needing a second to remember who daigo was is anything), so yah i doubt they really had any kind of bond afterwards
dead souls really was the only time after Y3 where we got to see daigo be more sociable with someone, but its as you say majima and saejima are more like retainers than close friends
#snap chats#you can tell i was into fire emblem when the first term that comes to my mind to call majima and saejima was 'retainers' omfg#but yeah ..... depressing ....#does make me wonder who daigo was on the phone with during the rggo story though. like clearly daigo has friends#apparently. we just never see or hear of them. tho ig it is implied those were his friends from the y2 era. as mine said flarkjla#REGARDLESS yeah after y3 daigo just feels depressing to watch#i think its just because he really has to do everything on his own now#but not even have a friend to just chill with at the end of the day- like the technical work is whatever. for the most part#THATS stressful obvi so to not have anyone to really be personable with thats probably the dire part. imo.#cause yk the world could suck but as long as you have that One Person to just relax with then its ok but with mine gone. 🧍♂️#probably doesnt help that like. during the 'flashback' segment of y3 where we get to see daigo sitting with kiryu and nakahara#we see him all cheery and bein a lil jokester and just. A Happy Dude#granted this is barely a year or two into being chairman so The Horrors Havent Set In relatively but still ... i miss his smile ..#every time i think of daigo post-mine i think of those like. tragedies or accounts of people where its like#'after X's friend/lover died they never found another again' like thats the vibe i always get#he really packed it up and never got close with anyone else again and it makes me want to throw up#y4 widow arc still good tho it makes me chortle
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i dont know if i can finish this movie
#just abt 27 min into 1hr45#and things appear to be peaking for the main character. which means#its only gonna go downhill from here (its a horror movie)#i dont know that technically tagalog is my first language as i (no longer?) speak it#but you know how they say things like media/literature are more embarrassing/vulnerable in ur first language#yeah. i would be significantly further into this movie if i didnt keep pausing it arhgdfbjgv#UNPROFESSIONAL. HER DIRECT SUPERVISOR IS HITTING ON HER AT WORK? (shes clocking out but still)#actually wait. i realise that he was the supervising TRAINER#so given that shes now an employee... maybe he asked her out specifically because hes no longer her direct supervisor?#okkkkk i take it back. still shes gotta be like twice his age???#andddd thats gotta be a ghost. ok#or like. idk is there an aswang equivalent to a vampire needing to be invited#is that why its called sunod???#well actually maybe that doesnt make sense. ive been translating that as 'follow' in my head#but it also means 'next'?#NEVERMIND I TAKE IT BACK AGAIN. HES STILL HER SUPERVISOR#and why is she answering her phone on the work floor!#<- has only ever worked secure settings. maybe this is normal idk#..........................he is now giving her an advance against company policy.#-_-.............................................................................. hes physically coming on to her#OH FUCK she just slapped him.#oh fuck she just kneed him in the balls. oh that job is gone#she wasnt immediately fired and hes acting normal at the weekly meeting.........................................#oh shit . her daughter (or whatever thing is possessing/replacing her) overheard. this guy is gonna die lol
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Heard you were in a hurricane so here’s a pic your bf <3/silly but also genuinely are you ok?
MY LOVE 😍
We're okay! It didn't hit our town just too bad. I was supposed to be in Houston by tomorrow though but like. Over a million ppl there are without power there and my hotel got canceled. And a tornado went through a neighboring town and tore it to pieces. We just got really lucky. We do have a bunch of supplies and like some solar powered garden stakes for when we do eventually lose power. This is just the first big storm of the season, which doesn't end until December technically. Gotta love it here 😁
#although i will be up in a stormless state for the next week#hopefuly itll be okay down here while im gone#you wanna know what this hurrican is named though?#hurricane beryl#theyre running out of names#more hurricane fun facts#theyre named in alphabetical order#so ig this is technically the second storm of the year#idk what the first one was#but the bigget one i remember from the last few years was laura. or harvey. harvey was really bad#but we regularly get a good chunk of the way through the alphabet#i work at a grocery store and ALL the water bottles and canned meat was gone for like a day before we got more#its crazy here during hurricane season im telling you#moots#asks#sorry for rambling this a bigger part of my life and myself than i realized until just now#what kinda bad weather do yall have in canada? like blizzards obv but what are those lile?#emily :]
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These have been sitting in my phone gallery for long enough, I was itching to recreate the album cover with facepaint. This was rlly fun to do! It's not perfect by any means, but I'm looking forward to trying it again eventually lol
+ bonus pic with the lil album in the bg :]
I wasn't 100% sure I wanted to post these but my phone kinda literally fried itself today and I lost a lot of stuff, but since I was able to recover these, here they are!!!
I'm also currently working on starting up commissions for this stuff 👀
#today was devastating... anyways!!!!#I recorded a bass cover of demo lovers in costume but its gone now lol#it is what it is slay la vie and whatnot#demolition lovers cosplay#MCR#my chemical romance#my posts#technically it was yesterday but I don't feel like editing all that rn#posting this to make up for the Gabe spam jdjjdjfhdh
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William Afton and Charles Lee Ray are the same goddamn person
I made a joke about this on my last art post but now I am here to back up my claims, and oh boy do I have evidence
We'll get the simple stuff out of the way first
Both are serial killers
Both of their main storylines began in the 80s (it's pretty widely agreed upon that William began killing in 1983 after the death of the Crying Child, and Chucky was first shot down and became a doll in 1988)
Both have had their souls either fused with or transferred into an inanimate object originally meant for children's entertainment (William's soul was fused to the Spring Bonnie suit (a mascot suit/animatronic) after he got springlocked, and Chucky transferred his soul into a Good Guy doll (a baby doll))
Both use children to fuel their quest for eternal life (William kills kids to gain access to remnant to fuel his research for eternal life for himself, and Chucky initially tries to use kids to be his new vessels but eventually began using them to further split his soul into more dolls so he can never truly die)
Both have died and come back to life multiple times
Both have said the line "I always come back"
Now that's already a lot of similarities but there's more
Both have accents (William has a British accent in the games and Chucky has a Jersey accent) (this isn't really that notable but still)
Both have killed their wife and turned them into what they are/would become (Not actually confirmed, but heavily implied that William killed his wife and made her into the animatronic Ballora, and Chucky killed his girlfriend, (later wife) Tiffany, and transferred her soul into the Wedding Belle doll)
Both have a biological child who has reluctantly helped them commit their crimes before later turning on them (in the movie, William's daughter Vanessa helps him cover up his murders and is going to help him kill Mike and Abby too but turns on him after befriending Mike and Abby. In Seed of Chucky, Chucky's kid, Glen, goes on an outing with him where they're forced to help Chucky kill people, but they later turn on him when he attempts to kill them and Tiffany)
Both have a biological child who has willingly helped them and then turned on them (in the games we learn that William's son, Michael, was sent to Circus Baby's at William's request to find Elizabeth and the others, and later Michael helps Henry set the last of the children's souls free and send William to his own personal hell in Pizza Sim. In Season 2 of Chucky, Chucky's kid, Glenda, kills people in order to help him escape from Tiffany while in Nica's body. Later when he continues to try and manipulate them, they realize that he's actually a douchebag that doesn't really care about them or Glen and ends up turning on him and helping the main kids of the show get rid of him)
Both have a biological child/children that were either born like them, or became like them (Elizabeth, William's daughter in the games, is killed by the animatronic Circus Baby, who she goes on to possess. (There's also the Crying Child who may be one of two spirits possessing Golden Freddy, but that's not confirmed) In Seed of Chucky we meet Glen, Chucky's biological doll child, who then becomes his biological human children Glen and Glenda, who then go back into their doll body and become Gigi at the end of Season 2 of the TV show)
Both have targeted one child that gained a larger vendetta against them than any other they've targeted (for William this would be Cassidy (The Vengeful Spirit/Golden Freddy) and for Chucky this would be Andy)
Both have also been tortured by the same child with the greater vendetta (Cassidy is the one who trapped William in Ultimate Custom Night, and were shown in Cult of Chucky that Andy managed to capture one of the Chuckys who he had been torturing since)
Both have had songs written about them (there's way too many Fnaf songs to count and plenty of them are about William. For Chucky there's the song Assault and Batteries by Ice Nine Kills)
So after all of that there's also one last crazy insane coincidence
Brad Dourif, the actor who voices Chucky and originally played Charles Lee Ray, played a role in the movie the Exorcist III. The Exorcist III was a movie that the real life murderer the Gainesville Ripper said inspired him to kill. The Gainesville Ripper then went on to be the inspiration for the movie Scream. Matthew Lillard starred in the movie Scream as one half of Ghostface. Matthew Lillard then later went on to play William Afton in the Fnaf Movie
I am losing my mind
Anyways, yeah they're the same man.
#fnaf movie spoilers#chucky season 2 spoilers#im losing my mind#there it goes#its gone now#ive legit lost sleep thinking about all of this#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#william afton#springtrap#fnaf movie#chucky#chucky tv series#chucky tv show#child's play#charles lee ray#does this technically count as a#theory#?#fnaf theory#chucky theory#brainrot
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this is still one of bastille's best
#ik its TECHNICALLY on doom days but it was on the target exclusive ver of wild world so#oh and you can TELL#the songs from kinda between wild world and doom days are so fascinating to me#final hour (sorta counts) comfort of strangers and world gone mad are such a natural progression from wild world's anxieties into doom days#+ with its “yeah. the world is ending for definite. what now ”#which then beautifully flows into gmtf which showcases fears of tech and the future#just for ampersand to strip right back and honestly discuss misogyny and queer experiences so beautifully that it brings me to tears#bastille does a lot for me ok#bastille#final hour#wild world#Spotify
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also also consider: human!au transfem michael who figures this out about herself years and years later than all her other siblings figure out their queerness because of The Repression™️ and calls Raphael up in the dead of night like I Need Your Help Right Now I’m Freaking Out
#she already got raphael through their own transition like. technically she knows the steps and all.#but it is also Very Very Different when its her going through this#shes like 37 and she just realized she was a girl yesterday and its stressing her out a bit!!!!#it took her like 3 years to deal with Being Gay™️ and wanting to be with adam and now suddenly that’s all gone for a loop!!!#Michael: but what if i’m too old to- | Raphael: no. | Michael: but- | Raphael: no.#this is like the third time they’ve had this conversation. michael does not actually think there’s an age limit on this btw she’s just#looking for any excuse Not To because she’s terrified first and foremost of forming her own identity. especially one outside what she#created to be a Good Son and an Older Brother#spn#michael spn#raphael spn#trans!michael
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Honestly i dont like sculk spreading/corruption storylines theyre really boring with a few exceptions
#at least make it MEANINGFUL. OR AN ALLEGORY SURE#but a lot of thr timr its just like#augh... ohnoo... thr sculkk.. its spreading and taking me ovrr.... fukkkkk.....#and then its either like poof all better now or oops fuck everythinfs dead the end#i just dont think theyre cool unless they have a specific meaning#like cub's sculk arc? that was really boring man ur not even from that server and ir didnt like do anything#i mean its funny from a 'its cub' pov but aside from that ehhh..... nah......#The corruption from s1 esmp was cool however but more because it served an actual function it was a good mass server event not caused by a#specific player but instead a mass storylune and players got to interact with it in interesting ways#but also there was never the threat of oh.... noo.... the entire world will become corrupted it was more WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BIGASS PLANT#DOING HERE#and it tied into very nicely xornoth and that#esmp2 ALSO kind of had a corruption line with the fae but like.... what was that even.... i literally dint remember and i was there.....#it was boring......#oh and also owens nlsmp corruption storyline.... sigh....#there was so much potential for Sparrow and that storyline and i wish Owen had just gone 'okay i need people to roleplay as online for this#narrative' like Oli does#like u cant really do long term storytelling on what is a short term server if you arent ready to direct people and allow yourself to#control YOUR story the whole sculk spreading thing just seemed like a copout due to the server ending#where i think owen should have put his own content above what is technically true#its roleplay#like owen does roleplay well. but the difference is on the POW servers is that theres a set time and most people are on at the same time#but that just doesnt occur so much on youtube based smps and thats why i think until owen is able to direct more (outside of shared rp with#scott specifically) he's probably better suited towards streamed roleplay later edited#idk sculk storylines are boring basically they can work but only in an active server i feel#like with owens it was like 'oh fuck the sculk is spreading i have GOT to stop this!' meanwhile everyone else on the planet is like already#dead following his videos like idk man just didnt hit#there was also no specific defeat or true responce to the sculk either like ik there was the vault but idk#like overall. it was fine and i enjoyed it but thst doesnt mean i like sculk storylines
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